what am I doing here? why do I still pine after someone who doesnt care at all? I'm so dumb.
looking for the wrong things
wrong places
am I as broken as I feel?
how do I stand up again after so many falls?
is my situation a simple case of self fulfilling prophecy?
if I already know what to avoid, why do I seek it still?
I forget too quickly


I thought you’d hold me more carefully.
I didn’t expect to fold so easily
My limbs and emotions needed to be dealt with timidly
I take the blame for my naivety
But you must admit that you let me slip
Your careless lust has broken me